So Much Foreshadow

Where i don't want to go
numerous circular conversations
dark in refrigerator light
five ideas to ignore
avoid those houses, circular
transmission coded for security.

Walk home conflicted
after thirteen auscpices thought
to be all the time from here
to there.

Then and before then
it is best to deny so much
dependency on the other
evidence of evolution
behind mislaid markers
funeral songs continue
as afterthought.

Unfocused time becomes busywork
with only letters to remind
affection for adverbs and exaggeration
continous possibility.

Kitchen table gauntlet substance
of things hoped for sandwiched
between unfamiliar words
(truth a sharp pain)
behind words so much rouge
where we'll see means no
like a fist of white
fat spaces between sentences.